Forever Searching
So, tomorrow is opening day. My Supervisor is freaked out. Legitly. Instead of me coming in at noon, she wants me to open, which I’m okay with tbh. Tomorrow’s going to be hell JUST because it’s everyone’s first time actually doing their job (sans Remy and I). I honestly just remember everyone being super slow last year. It was crazy ONLY because I had no idea what I was expecting. And really, it wasn’t that bad. Once everyone gets the hang of things, it’ll get better.
They’re still doing constructing. Sweeping is a nightmare. I have a blister. A legit blister.
Also another reason why tomorrow is going to be hell. They haven’t finished construction yet. I imagine that we’re going to be moving tables, garbage cans, etc outside all morning AS well as putting away the order for the day and setting up. Oh, I almost forgot to mention the sweeping. Yeah, there’s dust everywhere.
My co-workers are cool. One of them thinks I look like Ellen Degeneres, to which I told me that I wasn’t gay but I love her lol. Oh yeah, and everyone from Detroit is in the Unicorn Gang… because that same guy who thinks I look like Ellen also thinks that everyone from Detroit is in a gang.. hence the Unicorn gang :P Our gang symbol is making a U with out fingers. Oh yeah.
And some girl moved in at 2am last night. I strongly dislike her.
I need to make friends.
Tonight’s going to be the last I’ll reblog and blog for a while. Off to the Point of Cedars tomorrow. Gulp. I don’t know why I’m nervous. I guess part of it is the unexpected, even though I’ve worked there before. The other part might be because it’s going to be all different. It’s not going to be like last year. New experiences, same place. Hopefully good experiences again (we’re excluding all the bad mishaps that happened last year. Hoping that it will kinda be better)
Maybe I’m nervous because the first time I’m living in an apartment, it won’t be with my best girls. It’ll be my friend Shawna and some random girls. :/ Although I think I handled the 3 roommates I had last year, it was still pretty bad. 9 people in one place… it’s not looking too hot right now.
I guess another thing is the lack of Internet. I know that’s stupid. But, I’ve been reaccumulating myself to the Internet since last summer. I’ve become the Internet whore I’ve been in high school. It’s sad, but true.
And maybe, just maybe, I’ll miss my dog.
I pretty much packed everything. I packed shit yesterday and my clothes today. It wasn’t that bad.
I have way too many white tshirts.
And, to be honest, I thought it was funny that I packed my boyfriend’s sweatshirt next to my ex-boyfriends. …That sounds bad. Let me explain, I kept my ex’s hoodie and he didn’t want it back. I don’t want to wear it in front of my family or friends (or boyfriend for that matter) for fear that they will judge me, when, in fact, it is just a nice hoodie. So, no one at CP knows where I’m from or where I got it, nor do they care.
A bug is humping my screen on my window.
And my boyfriend gave me his hoodie. Since I obviously want to bring that, I have to pack it. Since both items are rather large when rolling, I put them at the bottom of one of my bags. (why did I just explain myself to you…I really didn’t need to.. oh well )
On the woes of stuff:
I think I brought too much, as usual. I have 2 tubs (one of linens and the other of stuff), 2 duffels (one of which is half-filled), 2 bags (One of toilettries, the other of food), my bigish purse filled with random stuff, laptop bag, and maybe backpack. I’m pretty sure it isn’t that much because I can most definitely fit it in my car. But, y’know what they say… you always take more back home with you… -shrugs-
I know most of you don’t really care about my life, and that;s okay.
This is actually a really long post about my feelings.
Meh. I’m going to see The Avengers again with my Mom :) Great last night.
I’m hoping for the best, expecting the worse, getting the average.
That wasn’t about the movie, that was about my summer. Just so you know.
…I smell smoke..!?
shit.
SHE THREW HER TAMPON AT THEM OMFG I M LAUGHING SO HARD JESUS
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(Source: lvck, via keep-calm-and-be-a-stripper)
NOOOOOOO BBBAAABBBYYYYYYYYYAlways Remember
Never Forget
2012-2012
i actually tried to alt + reblog this not gonna lie
i just tried to alt reblog and had a wtf moment
why tumblr
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS
MY BABY WHY HAVE YOU LEFT ME NOOOO
I HATE EVERYTHING.
can i ask what it did?
(Source: dunkykerplunky, via keep-calm-and-be-a-stripper)
NOOOOOOO BBBAAABBBYYYYYYYYYAlways Remember
Never Forget
2012-2012
i actually tried to alt + reblog this not gonna lie
i just tried to alt reblog and had a wtf moment
why tumblr
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS
MY BABY WHY HAVE YOU LEFT ME NOOOO
I HATE EVERYTHING.
can i ask what it did?
(Source: dunkykerplunky, via keep-calm-and-be-a-stripper)
science bros.
There are no words to describe my feelings about this relationship. But I’m going to try.
First of all, their parallels. Both geniuses, top of their field. Both suffered an accident that physically changed them, forever, and not in a wholesome Spider-Man kind of way. Both try to do what they can to help others despite their own issues; Banner heals people, Tony works on developing clean energy. And both struggle, in their own way, with duality; Tony and Iron Man, Bruce and the Hulk. Two identities, one body. Only difference is Iron Man’s bad side is Tony.
I mentioned somewhere that Tony sees a bit of himself in Banner because they both have a monster inside them that they can’t control, a creature that springs fully formed from the id, the base impulses and the nasty stuff at the back of the mind. Bruce’s is a giant green rage monster. Tony’s trashed a party in Iron Man 2. Banner has a control over his that Tony hasn’t quite achieved yet; don’t think I didn’t notice Tony pouring himself a whiskey when confronting Loki. Tony is envious, fascinated, and most of all, impressed by Bruce’s control.
So he doesn’t walk on eggshells around Bruce like the others, because that’s not what Bruce needs. Tony sees Bruce’s restraint, sees the quiet, brilliant man making self-deprecating jokes in the corner of the room, sees the way people look at him like he’s going to snap any second, and thinks “nope”. Tony does what no-one else aboard that Helicarrier does. He trusts him. He makes jokes and jabs him and teases him and above all, treats him exactly how he would treat anyone else— he has a great regard for Bruce’s brilliance, and tells him so, but he doesn’t try to ignore the Hulk in the room. When he says “wow, you’ve really got a handle on this, haven’t you?” he’s not saying “gosh, it’s incredible you haven’t snapped yet and killed everyone on board” he’s saying “I know you have a handle on this, you wouldn’t be here if you didn’t, so I’m gonna poke you with this sharp object to prove it”. And you can see Bruce relax, and smile, and trust him back.
But then Tony goes even further, and invites Bruce to come to his R&D department. I’m pretty sure the two of them drive off together in Tony’s car at the end of the movie to do just that. And, okay, sure, Bruce is smart, but Tony’s tech is his baby. How many people get invitations to come and see his work? He invites Bruce because he recognises his brilliance, yes, but there’s another reason. He’s inviting Bruce to come down and work with him after this is over. He’s giving Bruce something to do next, a purpose, an alternative to disappearing into the ether to be alone with his monster. Tony knows from experience that being alone with your issues doesn’t end well, so for what’s only the third time in his life he extends the hand of friendship to a guy he’s known barely an hour.
And then, he tells Bruce to let the beast loose. Not just because they need him to fight, but because it will help him. If Bruce can take this thing that he sees as a curse and turn it into a gift, well, that’s going to lift him out of a very dark place. I’m not saying Tony knew about Bruce’s attempted suicide, but I think he had a suspicion that Bruce had been, in his words, “low”. So he encourages Bruce to take all that crap and pain and the Other Guy and use him to help people; after all, that’s what he did.
And it pays off. Nobody— nobody— thinks Bruce is going to turn up for that final battle. You can see the look on Natasha and Steve’s faces when Tony asks if Bruce turned up yet. They’ve counted Bruce out. Guy’s a mess, right? He’s too volatile. Doesn’t play well with others. He could never work as part of a team. No-one thinks he’ll come through when it matters. Except Tony. He has faith in him, and that faith is rewarded. It’s no wonder the Hulk is the one to catch Tony. Tony’s the one who helped let him out. He’s just returning the favor.
(via trulybliss)
Donna will always be my favourite.
the companion who couldn’t stay and the doctor who didn’t want to go :(
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